ahhh !!!!

uhh ~~ this day make me crazy ! my sis almost made our house TERBAKAR !!! aigooo~~ memang gila ! mase tu tengah syok2 ngadap lappy kat atas , tetibe  asap terkepul2 dari bawah ,, apa lagi ~ atiqahalmarwan menjerit macam orang gila lah ! hahaha *opppsss,,this is not the right time to laugh* then ,, tengok , kuali tu da berapi mcm chef2 kat hotel tu masak ! and asap hitam terkepul2 di udara ! WTH ????????? aishhh ~~ apa lagi ,, bukak lah semua tingkap and pintu ,, nasib baik abah takde ,, waitttt~~~ NASIB BAIK??? i dont think so ,, tengok lah nanti ,, baik or sebaliknya ,, nie da kali kedua my sis buat benda yang boleh menyebabkan my plan RUIN ! hishhh ~~ *keep sighing dri tadi* apa nak jawab ngan abah ?? ahhh~~ tu bukan soalan untuk saya ~! i hope i will not involved in this case ~ tengah pikir ,, macam mana reaksi abah ? kalau abah marah dia sorang ,okay lah ,, tapi kalau INTERNET kena amek , or ASTRO card kena tarik ???? ahhhhhhh !! gila nie ! macam mana dengan plan nak tengok GDA ?? Kpop LIVE recording ???? aishhh !!!!! nie betul2 bagi aku gila !da ~~ kena stop kat sini dulu ~ kalau tak ,, berjela-jela atiqahalmarwan merepek ~eh ~ jappp ~ ada lagi story ~ tadi an , mase tengah buat game kat fanpage ,, tetibe ada sorang ADMIN yang takbernama and takdemanner tu kacau ,, dia cakap ,, ' TEST TEST TEST U CANT SEE MEE ' macam tu lah ~ aisshhh ,, nasib baik dia tak over2 ,, lau tak ~ memang mase tu jugak aku BOMB dia !!! hahahahahahaha ~~ suke3*da block dia ,, rase aman dunia* ~~ dah3 ,, THE END ~ :)


p/s : sorry ~ guna BM ~ T_____T

p/s : dengar lagu nie ~ kurang sikit marah ~ ^^

~ goodbye......... Nurfadhilah bt Supanat~

huhu ~ wanna cry rite now ,, just read one of my awesome friend's blog ,, ahhhhh~~ ;'( she's make me cry ,, thanks for appreciate that lyrics ,, :) i'm happy if u can accept the lyric ,, today is the last day we're talking , chatting at school ,, but we didnt spend time together much ,, because u and I busy doing our works ,, yeah ,, i know u really want me to join u and other friends for last outing ,, aigoo ,, i've problem ~ MONEY problem ! i wish i can spend time with u before u further ur study at MRSM after chinese new year ,, i have something to say for u ~
         "hye ,, I will let u go for ur own sake , i know this is the best thing for u and ur family , i know u're sacrifice for ur family now,, yeah , its hard for me to let u go but now i know ,what are u doing now is for your future ,I'm always here praying for u , i wish u good luck and please take care of yourself , i will never find better person as u , :) "from ur best friend "atiqahalmarwankamarulzaman"

here,, special for u ~ hope u like it ~ :')

Letting you go…(here’s somebody…)
Letting you go…(here’s somebody…)
Yo I got this, yeah
still thinking about this thing alot
you got me shaken up
(Please tell me there’s a way)
And it got my head just spinnin’ round round round round
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Don’t wanna take a fall
It’s best to break it up
It’s gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there’s a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up 

Girl I swear I won’t even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
there’s already no other way 

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye 

Girl you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
Those words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else 

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I’ll never find better, better than you 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye 

Yo and it’s so, so
Sad it just ain’t happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can’t let ya
Shouldn’t be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn’t live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part?
Must believe that it hurts
that lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that one soul 

your voice, pained and fading away, away…
erased completely by the wind, stay, stay… 

all these things, I can’t take it, those tears, don’t cry for me
for your sake I’ll never look back again 

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye 

 ~ love from Kyuhyun ~

~ goodbye......... ~

goodbye ~~ ne ,, one of my friend will leave us and our school , she's transfer to MRSM Gemencheh , Negeri Sembilan .. :'( feels sad ,, but i know ,, thats is the best for her , i will not stop her anymore ,, i'm realize thats nothing I can do ,, i wish she's do her best there even without US ,, :D i'm trying to smile in front of her eventhough the truth ,, i'm crying myself ,, hye friend ! dont forget me ahh ~ i dont know whether i can join our last outing or not~ :'( i'm so sad lah ,, i dont know whether i can face on u or not ,, i'm scared if i let my tears goes on ,, but if i cant join ,, please ,, dont get me wrong ,, i will try my best to go and spend time with u ~ :)



p/s : i really want u to stay but ................ ;'(

its HARD !

huh ~ ne ,, its hard to think ~ he did to my sis like that ,, i really want to bashing him back but seems like I cant ,, why ? because i think i could hurt him ,, aigoo ~ i dont know why I'm thinking like that , i HATE him after what he's done to my sis ,, I dont want she will get upset because thinking of HIM ,, huh ~ yesterday , i've posted at wall of my group ., to ask help for me to manage this lovelyblog *hehe* then he offered me ,, aigoo ,, i'm human too ,, i'm speechless *dont know how to say it* but i DONT trust him ,, i've wrote at my wall 'sorry to say this , but I DONT TRUST U ..' then he's commented me 'no problem T_T ' huh !!! its make me wondering ,, is that he realized that i'm writing for him ?? but I've to say that its not for him .. ermm,,, keep thinking , why i DO like that ?? why can I just say ,, YES .. ITS FOR U !! wahh ~~ if i can say like that ,, maybe i will feel so relief ,, but thats not gonna be happen ,, i dont know why ,, but my heart said DONT !*sigh* then i saw his post about her blog ,, aigoo ~~ can he just STOP and LET HER GO ?? hisshhh ~~ this boy ahh ,, make me annoyed everyday ,, so ,, i'm end up with BLOCKING him !! HAHAHAHAHAHA  *evil laugh like in Bonamana* 


i have to stop here ,, i have a lot of Homework i didnt have done yet , see ya ,, 

p/s : unnie ~ stay strong ya ! i'll be there for u ~ anytime ,, <3 love you ! 
p/s to that BOY ~ please realize that many people GET HURT because of U !

nothing to do ~ such a bored day ~

ne ~ like my entry's title ,, i'm bored now ,, don't know what to do ,, still searching something FUN to make tonite become more colourful ,, ahhh ~~ after tired cooking for dinner ,, i'm eating my dinner then go online ~ and i think that my activities every single day ., ahhh ,, should i story about what happen today ?? erm ,, today ~ happy + sad + angry + moody day ~ aigoo ,, don't know why ,lately i feel like i'm keep changing my mood and its make me annoying sometimes , but why when i'm happy ,, its just a second ???? huhu , but i have a family that really caring ,, love them ,, keep asking me are u okay ? ahhh ~~ so sweet !!! thanks for being part of my life !!! at school ,, ahh ,, when physics ,, my eyes slightly want to close ~ after a few second ,, my teacher already in front of my eyes ,, then i need strength to wake up and continue study ,, haha ,, but because  of all my friends feel the same ,, so i'm just turning and said ' I'M BORED + SLEEPY ,, how about u ?' and my friend said ' ME TOO !! ' haha LOL ,, but i don't know why ,, when the time passing by just like that ,, the end of the physics period ,, THIS FEELING will come ~ excited to study !!! aigoo ~~ erm ,, still searching for the answer ,, uhh ~~ i'm talking too much or this entry ahh ,, so better i go now before this blog will ............*don't have any idea to continue it ! haha ~ see ya ~ 


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ <--- lot of love for u ~~

2011 ~ new life !

haha ,, after about 3 months i'm inactive in blog-ing coz busy on facebook-ing ~ now , 2011 not 2010 anymore ,, 2010 is full of memories that i will never forget .. there is ups and downs but its not make me feels down ,, and now ~ i'm proud of seeing myself ! ohh ,, my result in PMR 2010 , yeah ,, i'm THANKFUL to ALLAH give me chance to get a good result ,, i just got 5A'a and 3B's ,, and proud seeing my friends , they got excellent results ! after got the result , so thats means now we're 16 and in Form 4 now ! huu ~ and its time to focus on study , not PLAYFUL time like last year ! now , i'm in Account - class ,, even i have to separate from my friends , but its actually good for us , we can more concentrate with our studies , and i hope we can do the best for our next SPM - exam !!! -fighting!-